Roses Are Black

Roses Are Black http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/ Pagi yang mendung adalah malam Yang enggan akhiri mimpi Hujan yang turun kemudian Adalah mimpi yang tak kunjung bertepi Fri, 18 Jul 2008 10:15:06 -0000 Fri, 18 Jul 2008 07:03:56 -0000 Roses Are Black http://images.blackuniverse.multiply.com/logo http://blackuniverse.multiply.com 100 100 BungaMatahari: KebunKata (Rumah) Masa Depan Chairil bilang ia ingin hidup seribu tahun lagi. Saya tak mau, tak tahan membayangkan sepi dan keringnya hari-hari yang harus dilalui. Karena itu, sebelum teknologi jadi kelewat canggih dan usia kita benar-benar bisa diperpanjang, sebelum kita beku dan kaku dalam beribu tahun yang membuat kata-kata jadi abu, sebelum kita terpaksa mengaku cinta kepada seorang real doll, mari rayakan hari ini dan hidup yang terberkati. Tinggalkan sejenak rumah yang nyaman, aman dan peluk kekasih yang hangat berkeringat. Rumah Masa Depan kita sudah melambai-lambai manis dengan jendelanya yang bertirai susu dan madu! Six feet under, baby! Siapkan puisi, celotehan, sampah keluarga, curhat tentang kekasih yang ternyata cinta sesama, caci-maki kepada atasan di kantor, doa mohon naik gaji, segala unek-unek di hati, dan onani yang kentang. Tumpahkan semua di KebunKata (Rumah) Masa Depan, yang akan diadakan pada hari Minggu, 27 Juli, 2008, jam 12 siang, di San Diego Hills Memorial Park and Funeral Homes... http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/calendar/item/10014/BungaMatahari_KebunKata_Rumah_Masa_Depan Fri, 18 Jul 2008 07:03:56 -0000 a grim reminder that life is so short. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/links/item/25/a_grim_reminder_that_life_is_so_short. Tue, 15 Jul 2008 16:19:50 -0000 adalah kebun raya saat kerja selesai pukul setengah sebelas siang hari yang terlambat membuka matanya. (jakarta, padat pekerja, langit ramah dan gedung sumringah. cuaca yang sorga. neraka yang kadaluarsa, kuli bangunan jongkok menikmati ketoprak berkeringat. kota ini berkeringat) rumah dan setumpuk buku menanti. es buah, nasi sebungkus beli di warung belakang kebon kacang adalah kebun raya berpagar cahaya instan (ah nikmatnya menjadi tua saat engkau tetap muda)   . http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/353/adalah_kebun_raya Tue, 15 Jul 2008 04:08:06 -0000 i'm sick of religious people i'm jealous of religious people because they can have all the world for themselves. i'm jealous of religious people because they are so sure they will be saved. i'm jealous of religious people because they believe that they never waste any words. i'm jealous of religious people because they will shed no tears while i'll shed mine. i'm jealous of religious people because jealousy is at the bottom of their list. midnight talks with <a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://pancrutkancut.multiply.com/journal/item/80/im_jealous_of_religious_people_because_i_wish_i_could_believe_like_them?replies_read=22">nanini</a>. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/352/im_sick_of_religious_people Sun, 13 Jul 2008 17:47:06 -0000 pada huruf-huruf yang pudar aku mau belajar hilang belajar a b c pada ilalang pada huruf-huruf yang pudar di pematang pundakmu aku hilang, saat belajar pudar di pematang pundakmu huruf-huruf di ilalang tubuhmu menjalar di lapang hutanku lalu kita hilang karena aku hilang mencari engkau yang hilang dan kita meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak meledak. aku membuka mata cuaca yang sorga neraka dimana? engkau yang hilang. selamanya. mabuk bersama <a href="http://pancrutkancut.multiply.com/journal/item/79/hilang">nanini</a>. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/351/pada_huruf-huruf_yang_pudar Sun, 13 Jul 2008 17:19:29 -0000 bungamatahari & irispustaka crackhouse: coloring in session. part 2 july 13, 2007. dua hari bekerja seperti kuli (walaupun tetep gaya dan mempesona oh yee) membuat kami sadar bahwa ada hal-hal tertentu yang harus diserahkan kepada ahlinya. (bukan puisi tentunya, karena semua bisa berpuisi and i dont give a flying fuck what you hypocrites think about it). maksud kami, hal-hal seperti pengecatan rumah, betulin wc, dan beres-beres lainnya. weekend yang cukup menyenangkan. mari kembali membereskan hidup masing-masing. oh, jangan lupa besok telpon herman the handyman to clean up our mess. you rock, http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/63/bungamatahari_irispustaka_crackhouse_coloring_in_session._part_2 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:53:05 -0000 bungamatahari & irispustaka crackhouse: coloring in session. part 1 july 12, 2008. we chose 'modern flow' color. whateverthefuck that means. it turned out similar to those of ice cream's, telor asin's, or hospital bathroom's. lucunya, sebelum mulai ngecat, kita baru sadar bahwa gak ada yang tahu cara ngebuka kaleng catnya. kampret. gue harus balik ke rumah nenteng-nenteng kaleng cat, cari tukang langganan gue n minta dibukain kalengnya. hahaha... damn city boys! we'll do some more coloring today. care to join us? http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/62/bungamatahari_irispustaka_crackhouse_coloring_in_session._part_1 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 03:00:48 -0000 bungamatahari & irispustaka crackhouse: cleaning up session anya, mj, and me rented this little piece of property in kebon kacang for bungamatahari and irispustaka's basecamp. not far from my own place. thats the beauty of it. we welcome donations: books, bookshelves, tables, chairs, pillows, refrigerator, air conditioner, carpets, tatamis, alcohol (for paint thinner and self-development acts), laptops (preferably high-end brands), printer, scanner, and food. lots of food. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/61/bungamatahari_irispustaka_crackhouse_cleaning_up_session Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:39:39 -0000 seattle scene, cisarua chapter, circa 1996 <a href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=589452&id=506612909&ref=nf">http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=589452&id=506612909&ref=nf</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/60/seattle_scene_cisarua_chapter_circa_1996 Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:56:56 -0000 selamat tidur dunia! ada macan bermotif batik lompat-lompat dari grand indonesia, melesat ke puncak plaza di sebelahnya. meraaaaaaaaaaaaauuung. aku yang sedang hahahihi dengan ojek yang tetangga (atau tetangga yang ojek?) kaget sampai pipis orgasmik buru-buru aku iyakan tawaran diantar sampai depan rumah sambil terus menengok ke belakang, seperti selebriti yang merindukan liputan. di puncak bangunan serbaguna (tampak dari sela-sela robekan tirai jendela kamarku), aku lihat si macan nangkring di huruf-huruf logam menjilat-jilat tubuhnya, lalu kembali meraaaaaaaaauuuuuunngggggggggg. aku ngumpet di balik selimut pinjaman dari pacar keringat dingin pecah, berharap kedamaian dvd bajakan. lalu terbangun pukul lima lewat lima. selamat tidur dunia! <a href="http://edophilia.multiply.com/journal/item/704/take_a_walk_on_a_wild_side"> </a><a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://edophilia.multiply.com/journal/item/704/take_a_walk_on_a_wild_side">terus edo!</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/350/selamat_tidur_dunia Thu, 10 Jul 2008 08:06:21 -0000 aku kecanduan gedung-gedung dingin aku kecanduan gedung-gedung dingin mungkin karena kota ini panasnya telanjangi hati panasnya telanjangi sudirman dari trench coat perunggu (selamanya dingin dalam demam) waktu kecil kita berebutan kejar tukang es balok dunia seketika dingin, tangan-tangan mungil merekat di beku sejenak. walaupun merah namun tak ada sedikitpun panas tertinggal (seperti pemuda berapi bercawat mawar berduri) kita kecanduan segala yang mengunci kita dari candu temanku jatuh cinta pada saat-saat bercinta aku tergila-gila pada perasaan jadi gila makhluk lemah seperti kita, sampai kapan bertahan di bumi? aku hanya bisa bertanya sedih berkepanjangan <a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://edophilia.multiply.com/journal/item/704/take_a_walk_on_a_wild_side">edophilia!</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/349/aku_kecanduan_gedung-gedung_dingin Thu, 10 Jul 2008 08:01:18 -0000 kau adalah mineral bagi sejumput tanah di kuburku sayangku, kenapa matamu lepas menggelinding di lantai kamar? ini bukan seminyak, walau ubin keramik giat berombak di bawah tatapanmu. jangan lepaskan beha dan celana dalammu, nanti aku kejang-kejang lagi, sayang. kamu tak mau bukan memijatku dengan jemarimu yang berkeringat mineral itu? maaf aku lupa membungkusmu dengan bedak bayi maaf karena tak sempat belanja rambut palsu bulan ini. penjaga counter di sarinah mulai curiga melihat lelaki gondrong yang doyan menjamah koleksinya. sayang, tolong carikan kacamataku yang copot gagangnya. mataku yang minus sejuta mulai sulit merekam siluet kencang di dadamu. hanya jemari yang tak pernah tua ini yang jadi pemandu malam-malam berkebun kita. mari, mari kusemai rerumputan di ketiak dan selangkang itu. (kau adalah mineral bagi sejumput tanah di kuburku) <a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://edophilia.multiply.com/journal/item/702/why_dont_you_take_me_to_the_nearest_breadtalk">again edophilia.</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/348/kau_adalah_mineral_bagi_sejumput_tanah_di_kuburku Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:54:43 -0000 plastic is fantastic plastic is fantastic is barbie doll looking for a lipstick is ways of bending the world like the japanese and their candy dolls, and their candy-everything-life i'll be a candy samurai for your ninja syrup machete (remember that candy-eyed sugarbabe with boobs to match?) too young too beautiful too plastick way way way too fantastic. massive heart attack that song gave me massive passive aggressive submissive give and give and give and give and give and give and give and and and and g i v e i want to sit for a while fetch me that knife open up my chest unearth the pilot inside the pilot who wanted to be an astronaut to lose the gravity that's keeping my blood to flow. <a href="http://edophilia.multiply.com/journal/item/702/why_dont_you_take_me_to_the_nearest_breadtalk">edo oh edo</a>. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/347/plastic_is_fantastic Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:51:23 -0000 boneka galaktika get a doll, karena siapa bilang organic women lebih baik dari synthetic specimen? mungkin fake plastic love bisa jadi candu baru untuk kita generasi pengejar matahari penolak usia get a doll. kumpulkan uang dan hamburkan usia di vaginanya yang bernomor seri. cintanya tak terbatas. silikon nomor satu tuan! get a doll. jangan takut dengan rasa di belakang kepala malu cuma sejengkal nada yang pecah di dahi dan urat nadi pecah di kepala patung-patung galactica. get a doll. or be one. dengerin <a href="http://edophilia.multiply.com/journal/item/702/why_dont_you_take_me_to_the_nearest_breadtalk">edo</a>. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/346/boneka_galaktika Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:42:20 -0000 paling enak pas bangun pagi. She's A Rainbow (Jagger/Richards) She comes in colors ev'rywhere; She combs her hair She's like a rainbow Coming, colors in the air Oh, everywhere She comes in colors She comes in colors ev'rywhere; She combs her hair She's like a rainbow Coming, colors in the air Oh, everywhere She comes in colors Have you seen her dressed in blue? See the sky in front of you And her face is like a sail Speck of white so fair and pale Have you seen a lady fairer? She comes in colors ev'rywhere; She combs her hair She's like a rainbow Coming, colors in the air Oh, everywhere She comes in colors Have you seen her all in gold? Like a queen in days of old She shoots her colors all around Like a sunset going down Have you seen a lady fairer? She comes in colors ev'rywhere; She combs her hair She's like a rainbow Coming, colors in the air Oh, everywhere She comes in colors She's like a rainbow Coming, colors in the air Oh, everywhere She comes in colors http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/345/paling_enak_pas_bangun_pagi. Thu, 10 Jul 2008 06:35:13 -0000 a moveable feast *judul dipinjam dari judul novel hemingway yang dipinjam dari mj yang belum http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/58/a_moveable_feast Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:47:16 -0000 gali lubang kubur yang dalam! Tonight, Tonight by Smashing Pumpkins Time is never time at all You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel Believe, believe in me, believe That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain We're not the same, we're different tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight And you know you're never sure But you're sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade in your city by the lake The place where you were born Believe, believe in me, believe In the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there's not a chance tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight We'll crucify the insincere tonight We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight The indescribable moments of your life tonight The impossible is possible tonight Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/344/gali_lubang_kubur_yang_dalam Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:37:16 -0000 bunuh diri berlanjut. In This Heart by Sinead O'Connor In this heart lies for you A lark born only for you Who sings only to you My love My love My love I am waiting for you For only to adore you My heart is for you My love My love My love This is my grief for you For only the loss of you The hurting of you My love My love My love There are rays on the weather Soon these tears will have cried All loneliness have died My love My love My love I will have you with me In my arms only For you are only My love My love My love http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/343/bunuh_diri_berlanjut. Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:25:16 -0000 mau mati rasanya denger lagu ini. Tension is a Passing Note by Sixpence None The Richer Do I murder when I forget you from afar? too drunk on the poison of endless roads and the countless smoky bars but tension is to be loved when it is like a passing note to a beautiful, beautiful chord do I murder us putting pavement in my veins shooting it in, special heroin for the seeking and displaced? but tension is to be loved when it is like a passing note to a beautiful, beautiful chord but tension is to be loved when it is like a passing note to a beautiful, beautiful - tension is to be loved when it is like a passing note to a beautiful, beautiful chord http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/342/mau_mati_rasanya_denger_lagu_ini. Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:02:48 -0000 songs of inca and javanese merchants? what did we feel inside but this lack of air van gogh's shit himself high, the man stole a feather and the birds pecked him dry, passionately himalayan up in the battlement, his fingers played with superman dolls and spacecrafts an empty battlestar galactica a lonely astronaut another body in an emptiness called space why did we have to take this journey? the colors in my veins, the brain damage i am having and gods, in great numbers and shapes, bestowed their blessings to us mortals envy you, seafaring monster beautifully crafted from adam and eve's leftovers at the prophet's table. a drop of tea, ants marching on top of that yellow plain, was it you or me or him maybe her that stood there singing songs of inca and javanese merchants? i crave your oil and spicy joints, pour them to my chest stick that dagger and end that question mark that locked my body into what is me and maybe we could cross the t's dot the i's. perhaps your whisper could be my keeper. killing time <a href="http://violet.multiply.com/journal/item/87/untitled">with my friends.</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/341/songs_of_inca_and_javanese_merchants Tue, 8 Jul 2008 05:49:39 -0000 BungaMatahari: Wawancara The Jakarta Post, Minggu, 8 Juni, 2008 <a href="http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/324">http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/324</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/57/BungaMatahari_Wawancara_The_Jakarta_Post_Minggu_8_Juni_2008 Mon, 7 Jul 2008 15:54:12 -0000 BungaMatahari: Wawancara Republika, Sabtu, 2 Juni, 2008 <a href="http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/323">http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/323</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/56/BungaMatahari_Wawancara_Republika_Sabtu_2_Juni_2008 Mon, 7 Jul 2008 15:31:59 -0000 BengkelKata BungaMatahari: Tuhkan Ada Hal2-Hal Yang Belum Selesai! May 11, 2008@Cafe au Lait, Jl. Cikini Raya, Jakarta Pusat. <a href="http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/tag/buma?&tag=buma&item_id=10013&page_start=20">http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/tag/buma?&tag=buma&item_id=10013&page_start=20</a> http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/55/BengkelKata_BungaMatahari_Tuhkan_Ada_Hal2-Hal_Yang_Belum_Selesai Mon, 7 Jul 2008 14:51:30 -0000 i get high with a little help from my friends. http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/photos/album/54/i_get_high_with_a_little_help_from_my_friends. Mon, 7 Jul 2008 14:23:32 -0000 The Jakarta Post: Literary Wednesday at Warung Apresiasi Bulungan <h1 style="font-weight: bold;">Poets recite stories of Jakarta's urban lives</h1> The Jakarta Post ,  Jakarta   |  Fri, 06/27/2008 10:06 AM  |  City Jakarta poets celebrated Wednesday night the city's anniversary through poetry readings and performances at Warung Apresiasi in Bulungan, South Jakarta. The event, called Sastra Rabuan (Literary Wednesday), has been held every Wednesday this month and is organized by Paguyuban Sastra Rabu Malamor (the Wednesday Night Literary Community). Since it was established earlier this month, Sastra Rabuan has been colored with different themes. The city's 481st anniversary was the reason for celebration this week. "A lot of Jakartans enjoy literature, but they don't know how to appreciate it or express themselves through it," said Yohannes Sugianto, head of the event's organizing committee. "There are many doors that can lead you to appreciating literature," he said. "What we're doing is actually creating a stage... http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/340/The_Jakarta_Post_Literary_Wednesday_at_Warung_Apresiasi_Bulungan Fri, 4 Jul 2008 11:41:03 -0000 lihat indonesia yang fiasco mungkin karena penyair haus ironi, gemar menertawakan diri walaupun akhir-akhir ini kok banyak yang senang membenci sesama penggelut kata, mendengki mereka yang disukai tak suka pada aku kau dan kami yang bebaskan diri kota yang penuh kejutan ini apa sih bedanya dengan kampung di pelosok minahasa, pinggiran flobamora, puncak mahameru? banyak kejutan seringkali berlimpah hujatan di wajahmu tak ada yang baru di bawah matahari, kata orang jaman dulu tak tahu kenapa, nama perempuan itu berbau kimia sekali teringat guru sma berwajah kering berpantat gasing jemari kencang terlalu banyak terendam elektrolit artalyta, jumpalit jaksa tinggi, dan presiden tulalit kenny g yang temani aku saat tenggelam dalam paratipes juga bono and the gang yang hibur saat cinta terasa apes karena banyak orang sok tahu soal gay dan politik mungkin gentar pada yang asing menggelitik ayo, siapa di antara kamu yang homophobic? (cengengesan angkat tangan tinggi-tinggi) so what gitu loh. gitu aja kok repot bahkan gus dur pun tak sungkan... http://blackuniverse.multiply.com/journal/item/339/lihat_indonesia_yang_fiasco Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:12:12 -0000